The house is quiet, everyone's in bed but me...
Sitting now in the silence tears spilling down my face.
I'm often distracted with the busyness of kids and activity
I haven't been really overwhelmed with emotion yet
Tears here and there, I know I need let them flow...
It's hard though to describe how I feel?!
I'm sad for what could have been but excited about the future
At times confused, but clearer in mind than ever
On a meagre income but feeling rich!
....An array of conflicting emotions really!!!
"In the quiet, in the stillness, I know that you are God
In the secret of your presence I know there i am restored
...There is no one else for me, none but Jesus...."